I'm beginning to think I'm a narcoleptic with attention deficit disorder.
How the heck does that work anyway? I'm supposed to be doing Nano and what am I doing? Writing and making new blogs. Okay, so maybe I had some help from my kiddo, but still. My novel remains largely untouched and I'm getting pissy about it. Chase is strangely quiet and stuck in freeze frame outside her apartment building while life goes on around her. Let's just hope Stevie doesn't find another crush while she's there. I've actually got a picture of her in my head, and she's an action figure. Ugh. This is NOT good.
So what happens when you get stuck on a scene?
My husband keeps telling me to skip it and move on, but I caaaaaaaaaaaan't! I've tried. I know there are some writers who can write random scenes from their novels completely out of order but so help me, I haven't figured out how to do that. Maybe I could use my cleaning methods on writing? Hubby complains about that too. I start cleaning by vacuuming, and the next thing you know all the furniture is in the kitchen and I'm painting the walls, and a couple or maybe dozen hours later the room is clean and spotless and has that new paint smell. It works there, why can't I get it to work when I'm writing?
I know the narcolepsy has a lot to do with how I do things. When I was on the Ritalin, I was focused. Sharp. Alert. Even when I was sleeping 14 hours a day. Wow, those were the days. TEN whole hours of awake and alert. My how far we've fallen. Now I'm up at noon, napping at two and six and nine and back in bed at twelve. Is it any wonder I can't write? At least my novel.
Instead, I start a new blog. Yep. One that's not work. Just fun, all the time. I guess writing is writing but unless someone wants to syndicate my blogs and pay me scads of money (in that case, have your lawyer call my lawyer and we'll work that out) it's not doing me any good financially where a novel, in my wildest dreams mind you, might make me some money. One day. A little. Maybe.
Maybe Chase is just tired, but I'm about ready to shake her ass awake so she'll start talking again. In the meantime, I'll just keep writing for fun and fortune (hint hint) and fame (more hints) and let the pages flutter as they may! Maybe soon the pages won't look like these.
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